When
I am an old horsewoman
I
shall wear turquoise and diamonds,
And a
straw hat that doesn’t suit me
And I
shall spend my social security on
white
wine and carrots,
And
sit in my alleyway of my barn
And
listen to my horses breathe.
I
will sneak out in the middle of a summer night
And
ride the old bay gelding,
Across
the moonstruck meadow
If my
old bones will allow
And
when people come to call, I will smile and nod
As I
walk past the gardens to the barn
and
show instead the flowers growing
inside
stalls fresh-lined with straw.
I
will shovel and sweat and wear hay in my hair
as if
it were a jewel
And I
will be an embarrassment to all
Who
will not yet have found the peace in being free
to
have a horse as a best friend
A
friend who waits at midnight hour
With
muzzle and nicker and patient eyes
For
the kind of woman I will be
When
I am old.
-By Patty Barnhart
Originally
published in The Arabian Horse World magazine in l992